ClovME says:
hey there.
this skin is really compact and all
so if you have a large screen
this will look reallyyy small
but yeahs.
it's small.
live with it :D
so yups, type into the box below to navigate.
oh and the display name, personal message and display pic can be changed.
bye :D
(don't click the big red x of doom. it'll close the window)
(or i could be kidding)
(ha! you'll never know :D)
(Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 11:03 AM)
5th says:
世上不是没有永恒,但是只会发生在坚持的人身上。
世上不是没有幸福,但是只会发生在幸运的人身上。
世上不是没有信任,但是只会发生思考在的人身上。
世上不是没有冒险,但是只会发生在勇敢的人身上。
世上不是没有梦, 但是只会发生在渴望的人身上。
人生最重要的到底是什么?
对每个人来说,重要的东西都不一样。
当然,对每个人来说,需要的东西也都不一样。
重要和需要是两件不一样的东西。
重要的东西,你不一定需要。
需要的东西,对你不一定重要。
好矛盾,不是吗?
好好笑。。。
(Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 10:13 AM)
4th says:
M is ME" , J is Crown :
J: i know e feeling
J: is like that
J: you scared to lose them as your friend
J: and
people dun need have a lot of friendsJ: maybe gt a lot la
J: just normal friends
J:
good friends very fewJ: is normal what
J: don't need so many good friend de
J: and one ting you have to know
J: no
matter how good you are with your friendsJ:
if u guys see each other everyday, you'll definitely fightJ: its normal de
M: ya , that true
J: be it big or small
J: is like that de
M: haha ... recently i become very weak also ...
M: a tiny tings will make me worried a lot or cried ... haha ...
J: lol
J: is like that de
J: from what you say hor
J: is my view la
J: you dun have to mind de
J: i feel rite
J: like aft my incident with them
J: they dun like me
J: and because of me
J: they dun like you
J: and like dun treat you like their "good buddy" like last time
J: is like
J: i feel that you all like
being together now just for the sake of being togetherJ:
not as close as last timeJ: M, tell you something
J:
if you wan to continue this friendship horJ:
dun take them too seriouslyJ: if they late jiu late lor
J: let them be late
J: you also can b late
J: its like don't be like
J: too mindful they always late or what
J: just make sure when you wan meet dis time
J: then you one hour later den reach lor
J: cos they always late what
J: even when i was with u all
J: just
dun take whatever they say or do too seriously!J: if not you'll become like they are your master you know
J:
cos u take too seriousJ:
you'll scared dis scared thatJ:
den later become scared they'll dun want you as their friend M: but wt i said is my point of view la ...
M: then they maybe don't like it also
J: actually don't want also don't want lor
( just need time to heal)J: cause
their attitude ah... won't make them have true friend oneJ: really
J: i mean
J: as friend rite
J: you are suppose to
accept each other bad pointsJ:
not to b angry with each other bad pt M: ya , but i ting it's now too late to realise it ba
J:
you're not suppose to mind it deJ: yup
J:
just take it as lesson and MOVE ON M:
i don mind it ...really ...
J:
u doJ: if not why are you so stress?
J: cause you treasure this friendship ma
J: it takes two hand to clap
J:
must try to give and take lorJ: if you state your mind of view
J: they dun like it
J: what can they do?
J: nothing what
J: so nothing wrong what
J: don't like don't like la
J: never mind de what
J: but be careful of what you say lor
.
.
.
J: let time tell ba
J:
if you think you are right

J:
don't mind what she sayJ:
you dun have to change for someoneJ:
just be urselfJ:
either keep quiet to reduce conflictall that
J: she wan say what in front or behind you
J: just let her say lor
J:
let her say all she wanJ:
one dayJ: all of
her friends will leave her de
J:
because her attitude like thatJ:
sure wont let her have true friends oneJ:
just sucker aroud herJ: once they find
she's uselessJ:
sure dump herJ: just learn from mistakes lor
J:
dun take tings too seriously M
J:
it'll only make u sufferJ:
sometime you have to go through some grand ting to make you grow upJ:
its part of growing upJ:
otherwise you'll never wake upJ:
and leaving in your perfect worldlast 4 sentences is the most meaningful and important one. It is really a good things for us to learn while growing up. It's part of the process of our growing up. By the way, i edited the conversation. I make it shorter by cutting some of the conversation we are gossiping about and edited it to correct English, without short form wordings. However, the content of the conversation is totally the same as the original ones.
This really make me grew up a little. One step closer to become true adult who going to face unlimited stress and unforeseen problems and also, one step further away from the child-ish Me now.
(Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 11:05 PM)
3rd says:
慧清慧洁:
“
人在成长的过程中,
难免遇到挫折,
懂得保护自己,
同时也要懂得爱自己。
生命的乐章看你自己如何去谱写。
躲避不一定躲得过;
面对不一定最难受;
得到不一定能长久;
失去不一定不再有;
转身不一定最软弱。
别急着说别无选择,
别以为世上只有对于错。
许多事情的答案不只一个,
所以我们永远有路可以走。
你能找到理由难过,
也能找到理由快乐。
懂得放心的人,找到轻松,
懂得遗忘的人,找到自由,
懂得关怀的人,找到朋友。
”
After reading, I know how it feel like. Although i said it was sad if had friends who cannot share sorrow in the previous post, I think I am the one who are the one who cannot share my friends' sorrow.
It is kind of contradictory between what I am doing and what I am thinking this time.
I am thinking that if maybe I " sacrifice " a bit will make them learn and I can handle everything on-coming, however, things does not goes the same way as i though it will be. End up, I get anti by them and e matter get bigger. It get so big that I cannot take it for the result. I do not know how to continue. But I will still go on. Because there is no point staying at a spot and not moving. And even if I explain everything to them at this point of time, they will not believe me and will think that I am creating a reason to get myself out of that problem and throw all the blame to them.
Yesterday when i cried, i felt helpless. I get lost in my own mind and wondering around in circles. Then i told Jaslin about it and she take me out of that "place".
She teach me a lot of logic which cannot be learn normally. I will post it on my next post. Hope that i will remember it and keep remind me of what need to be done.
(Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 10:20 AM)
2nd says:
CLOVER - It's spelled C-L-O-V-E-R, C-Lover. 'C' as in girlfriend. 'Lover' as in Lover, " She is my lover ".
This phrase is said by a boy to his girlfriend while they are sitting in the middle of a clover field in an Anime. I found that it's a very eloquent and expressive phrase. That is the reason why I had chosen CLOVER as my blog address and title. In additional, 4-leafs-clover stand for good luck too. haha^^!
i am wondering if i am using English or broken English. Never mind. Having fun and enjoying expressing what I really want to say out is more important. However, I am also wondering if one day, one of my friend saw this blog and read what i had wrote here, will our friendship be ended at that point of time or ... ? Time will prove everything. That's what i heard from N60. haha ^^!
( @ 9:28 AM)
1st says:
1st post in this blog. kind of happy and kind of sad.
happy - it's a new blog that only for me & only me.
sad - friends that can't share your sorrow, that's sad enough, at least for me, that is. none of them will notice this blog. even if it's linked, no one will notice this tiny changes. kind of 99.9% sure of it. haha^^!