慧清慧洁：
“
人在成长的过程中，
难免遇到挫折，
懂得保护自己，
同时也要懂得爱自己。
生命的乐章看你自己如何去谱写。
躲避不一定躲得过；
面对不一定最难受；
得到不一定能长久；
失去不一定不再有；
转身不一定最软弱。
别急着说别无选择，
别以为世上只有对于错。
许多事情的答案不只一个，
所以我们永远有路可以走。
你能找到理由难过，
也能找到理由快乐。
懂得放心的人，找到轻松，
懂得遗忘的人，找到自由，
懂得关怀的人，找到朋友。
”
After reading, I know how it feel like. Although i said it was sad if had friends who cannot share sorrow in the previous post, I think I am the one who are the one who cannot share my friends' sorrow.
It is kind of contradictory between what I am doing and what I am thinking this time.
I am thinking that if maybe I " sacrifice " a bit will make them learn and I can handle everything on-coming, however, things does not goes the same way as i though it will be. End up, I get anti by them and e matter get bigger. It get so big that I cannot take it for the result. I do not know how to continue. But I will still go on. Because there is no point staying at a spot and not moving. And even if I explain everything to them at this point of time, they will not believe me and will think that I am creating a reason to get myself out of that problem and throw all the blame to them.
Yesterday when i cried, i felt helpless. I get lost in my own mind and wondering around in circles. Then i told Jaslin about it and she take me out of that "place".
She teach me a lot of logic which cannot be learn normally. I will post it on my next post. Hope that i will remember it and keep remind me of what need to be done.
