When I am sitting alone, I tend to have tons and tons of thought flowing through my mind ...
People always said that having a
Crush is painful but some is
Sweet. At first, I don't really understand why they said that. However, after thinking a while while alone, I think I know the reason.
Having a crush, meaning that you affect deeply or completely, as with emotion to a person.
Actually, crush is like a 'knife'. It will keep cutting and cutting into your heart and make the 'wound' deeper. You will ask, what's the wound referring to ? There are 2 meaning, which applied to 2 different situation each for it.
First meaning- It will be having a crush on that person whom he/she is still
single. However, in this section, it's divided into Two Situations.
First situation >> You are a
stranger to him, meaning that you know his present but he do not.
In this situation, You will already feel very happy just by observing that person's actions and things that he do. You will feel
content when he make an eyes contact with you or when he walk pass you in school or in anywhere you can think of.
Second situation >> You two are
friends, meaning that both of you know each other.
In this situations, you will be happy when you have an outing with him, no matter is with him alone or in a group. You just felt happy when he is around.
For the First meaning, 'Wound' means Liking or Loving. That means you will feel bliss looking at his everything and even a tiny respond from him, will make you day a special one. In addition, every eyes contact you two made may be a chance of you two becoming a pair of couple.
Second meaning- It will be having a crush on that person whom he/she is
attached. That's right ! In this section, it's also divided into Two Situations.
First situation >> Same as above. You are a
stranger to him, meaning that you know his present but he do not.
However, different between the First and Second is that you will feel hurt will looking at him. He wouldn't even make an eyes contact with you as in his eyes, only see his girlfriend. You don't even wan to pass by him or wishing him to pass by you. It's just feel not right to you.
Second situation >> This too, same as above second situation. You two are
friends, meaning that both of you know each other.
Although you likes to see him, when you thought that his girlfriend will tag along, you will feel a kind of sadness. When he and his girlfriend are doing those couple business in front of you, you will feel that why she is so blissful to have him around her? Why she is the one and not you? Going out with them is just a torture to you but feeling of not letting him to know your inner emotion and to cherish every little chance to see him, you always went along.
For the Second meaning, 'Wound' will mean Hurt or Scars. That means whenever you think of him, deep inside you know that you and him is not possible. This is painful to you.
Its not end of the day.Just keep move on.You will find what you desire for.Why give up?He is somewhere searching for you.He is grabbing every tiny chance to meet you, why not you?Even if the chance is as slim as a spider web's tread, it still worth a try.He is trying to light up the path than lead you to him.He is collecting every match sticks that he can find to start up a fire for you, why not you?Don't stop and keep searching for the gentle flames in the path which he lights up for you.Starting will not be easy,Process will be tiring, Ending will be YOU, the one who are deciding ...
